Holy crap, I'm going to be moving from home next summer..!

Yesterday it was confirmed that our offer for one tiny apartment was accepted and in a week the deal is going to be officially made. Then my parents own the house, but I'm the one who's going to be moving there. I'll then pay my parents the "rent" for living there. I'm actually hyper excited over this! Finally I can try to live on my own, without nobody watching over my shoulder everything I do. Yes, it's pretty scary thought too, but at the same time I need some change. At home it really drives me nuts at times when everything one does needs to cause a huge ruckus - since nothing actually happens at our home every little thing standing out of "the ordinary" causes a huge mess. And this makes me want to do nothing that stands out. It's really distressing...

But this also makes me in need of money. And the job situation I'm in currently isn't helping at all. Right now I'm working with my non-military service, and I'm not getting any richer as it goes on. It's only a huge waste of time. I've tried to find someplace to work at during weekends and summer but despite my dozens of applications I haven't had any luck with it. Since I never went to work at younger age it's almost impossible for me to find work now... And this makes me feel depressed. I'm in need of money but there's no way to get it. What am I going to do?

I already decided that I'm going to cancel going to Mimicon - a little con in Mikkeli. I already had a hotel room booked there so hopefully it's possible to cancel it too with getting my money back... And cosplay... I really think that after my next costume which I'm going to make for Tracon I'm going to have to take a break. I just can't afford it. I'll maybe try to work on my Eurocosplay costume for next year but I think that's about it. I'm going to attend Desucon but there my main reason for going is the artist alley - I'm going to be selling there! It's really exciting and new experience for me! Hopefully everything goes well. At least I've had a huge inspiration to do stuff there during the last week ~

That's about everything that's going on around my life lately. Thanks for reading everyone! <3